crazy and insanely fun adventures.
and definetely a surreal experience or two..... still recovering.
and now, back and it's DAMN FREEZING over here, and also my room is like a swamp it's so thick with humidity.
goddamn, it's SO gross... everything feels all sticky......

Fan Faire was quite awesome indeed. more pics will be posted up soon.... prob on Facebook, so if you're not my friend there yet, go look me up :P

my sleep schedule is a bit fubar'd right now due to the timezone changes.... 3:30am and I'm nowhere near asleep yet... eep.......

have run into some recent financial difficulties, mainly stemming from the dental work that needs doing.. and now.. it's even worse...
had a dormant, but apparently HUGE cavity in my right back tooth, went to get it fixed before I left for vaca and it's been absolutely killing me ever since. Headaches, stiff neck, excruitiating pain radiating from the whole right side of my face/head. It's been REALLY bad. I finally got some percs the other day from the doctor, but all that did was make me nauseous and didn't even take the pain away.. that's how bad it is =/
so, I'm looking at a small fortune for a root canal... that'd be my second....
insurance won't cover it and I DEF don't have 1.6k laying around anywhere, if I did, my credit would be a little better...

instead, I guess I'm going to have it pulled =/ There is simply no way I can go on like this. that's significantly cheaper, but still not cheap. That's a few hundred dollars, and I don't have THAT right now either. but I need to do this as soon as possible, like next week.. and one of my gigs fell through, so at the moment I have 60 bucks to my name and this tooth that is screaming to be pulled. this came at a bad time, cuz I also have to get my extensions replaced (a month overdue, they're pulling on my hair a lot now and weighing it down, and starting to come out..) which is $350.

money sux! I can't wait until I'm not a broke-ass student anymore, 8 years from now I'll be looking back on these years while sipping a martini on my secluded beach-front property and be like... "wow. life sure is better with money. I'm so glad I have money now!"
and I'll have a bunch of pets, including my really expensive birdy (cocatoo WOOT lol) and a bunch of other awesome stuff. yeah. ^.^

I met some cool peeps in Vegas, man... some really chill mof0z and I'm feeling confident about how things are gonna work out for the winter (as long as I can save some MONEY, of course, there's that money thing again..)

I missed Damien; he's sooooooooooooo cuteeeeeeeeee =D

saw my <3 finally, we were separated for FAR too long! =( We had a very emotional and passionate reuniting, heh. umm, ow, we kinda ripped each other up a BIT...
but even so I still want more, I just want to be with him again.

it's kinda scary sometimes how attached to him I am... it's gonna make the future even harder... much longer periods of separation inevitably lie ahead...
he is so sweet and perfect though, it's worth some suffering to be with him. :)

it's bonus exp weekend on EQ... starting tomorrow actually... omggggggggs. I hope I can find some groups mang. I'm gettin tired of solo'ing!

then on Sat I'm hitting up Underworld @ Machine... goddamn, has it really already been 2 months since I was last there?!
does not compute.....

ugh, more thunder and rain... it's SO gross and swamp-like in my room, I need to get a dehumidifier in here asap.... mehhhhh. fuck you new england! it's July now! get warm already! =( I really got used to that warm DRY air... blah.....

ah well nite nite.