Just came across this and couldn't stop smiling!
This is one of the first interviews I did EVER ... from 2004. I'm not really a "punk" girl per se, but whateves. Before this, there was one really short interview I did in a little music mag... but this is the first one that I did regarding modeling! In fact, the first photo is one of the FIRST fetish photos ever taken of me, by George Weinstein.
This is so cool because it was also back when I was a huge EQ spaz, and 65 was max level :) .. that was before wow-tardness.. ahh I miss those days.. I was still doing a lot of camming then also. (The last picture is a candid from a webcam chat I was doing ...)
Also I noted the comment about wanting to form another band that was actually real metal... (to think it took me 5 years to finally be where I want to be! jeez! Things move so slowly sometimes!!)


anyway. :) It's really cute, and I know there will be a couple of certain people who will get an extra kick out of some of the inside jokes there.
Enjoy =)


HotPunkGirl.com interviews Lilith Astaroth

I think that I am finally, fully starting to grasp the understanding that human beings are inherently flawed.  No matter how "good of a person"  someone may be, they are going to let you down sooner or later.
Every person you come into contact with is human.  Therefore you can expect to be let down by them at some point or another.   I suppose it's just the frequency of such, and the severity, that are the real factors in deciding whether or not you want to remain in the same company as said person.
I struggle with my own problems, at night when the day is over and I think about my flaws.  Hours have been spent where I feel because of these particular problems, I am a worthless human being because I can't easily change the things wrong with me.
Finally I've seen that I am no different than any other human.   I must forgive myself for my faults... all I can do is work on constantly improving myself as a being.    This is at least something that will set me apart from the majority of others who can't see themselves for what they really are and accept the fact that every person can work on improving who they are.   And for those of you who haven't yet realized this ...  please do.  Evolve.  It's what we're meant to do.