I am so fuckin' cold right now. =*( I HATE the fuckin winter dude. not being able to afford adequate heating definetely makes it about a thousand times worse. I actually did the whole... turn the oven on, open the door, and stand in front of it to get warm thing. haha. GHETTO. =/ I need to hurry up and get my damned education so I can gtf outta this forsaken region ...as soon as possible.... of course, it won't be soon enough... but yeah.
REALLy REALLY fuckin cold right now. how am I supposed to have a good time when I go out and try to enjoy my weekend.... when it's ice fuckin cold!! man I hate it here so much!! =/ *sigh* ...would be nice if I could just somehow double my income, so that I could actually afford enough oil to be warm... then I'd just... stay in and watch the plethora of 80's tv that I've been umm... obtaining. hehe. I must have at least 2 straight weeks worth of that stuff by now.

*shivers*

my limbs are painfully cold... kinda to the point of numbness... I feel like a walking corpse... it's so very unpleasant... =/

I really really really REALLY hope that this winter doesn't extend until May, this year. it would be REALLY nice if it would end in like, March, like you'd expect it to...
*deep sigh*

hmmm. I wonder if 1,000 days would be an appropriate goal. 1,000 more days here. ugh. god. That's so much when you look at it like that, but... it's probably obtainable! all depends on how quickly I can finish my classes... and that sorta depends on my cash flow. heh. gonna app for financial aid soon... hopefully that can help a lot... *hopessss* ...otherwise.... 1,000 days might not be all that reasonable of a goal... but yeah.. umm... this should be a productive year, I think. 2008 just has a better feeling I think.

dude I'm SO cold =( need to get outta the house and go somewhere else that actually has heat. hahah. I have to wait a bit though... so.. I'm hiding underneath my electric blanket right now... =( so stupid....
*shivers*

life here sucks. heh. I am thoroughly confident that I'll be MUCH happier when I'm ... not here anymore. lol. 1,000 days...... le sigh.....