This nun told me that God’s trying to talk to me… and that I should use the opportunity to ask him for forgiveness… like I should start prayin n shit!


…have my audition later on tonight. eep. Wish me luck! Although, even if I do well in the eyes of the instructor… that still doesn’t guarantee I’ll even get in… cuz I’m presently on the waitlist… class is limited to 16… =/ I didn’t register until the other night… cuz I didn’t really anticipate taking the class… I’m sure I’m the last in line, and the waitlist has at least a few others ahead of me…. but… we’ll see….

I am soooo beyond tired of fuckin “photographers” that don’t return photos in a timely manner… or simply don’t even return them at all. I’d been under the false hope that the new one Nikki and I worked with a couple weeks ago would have been a little better about getting the photos back, than say… Tom O’Shields…(the photographer who has hundreds of photos of me over the last year that I probably STILL won’t see for months, in fact I just recently got pics he took of me from 2 YEARS AGO!) but of course, I had to be wrong about that. I don’t even shoot that much these days, and shit like this just makes me want to stop altogether. I guess I just need to meet more… reliable photographers. heh.

Group’s pretty cool. You get to talk about yourself, you know? Listen to all these… fucked up stories…


Well I’ve gotta head to work, then it’s straight to the audition. I’m actually not all that nervous about it… but I hope I don’t choke when the heat’s on ;) I kinda felt throwing up last time… lol

Have I mentioned lately that I really really wish there were more hours in the day? >< I really should try and get some Modafinil one of these days… wonder how difficult that one is to get… it’s only recently come to the US….

Alright well, cya!

*(scene from “Stone Cold Dead Serious” by Adam Rapp)