brrRrRRRr arrhghhgghghh so ccccolddddd...
oil went up again since the last time I got it, too... this time... $300 for less than half a fuckin tank of oil!! omg!! and there's still MONTHS of winter left... wtf am I going to do? =/

*sigh*

you know... it's been kind of awhile since I was reminded that even people you consider friends or really close to you.... can and will lie straight to your face, even when given 2nd and 3rd chances to tell the truth....
but recently I've been getting lovely reminders that the current concept of truth and validity of one's word are often more dissapointing than not.

just another example of things that make me never want to crawl out of bed or leave my house in the morning. There are very few people I can trust, definetely can count them on one hand.
pretty sad...... I need to be a better judge of people... working on it... meh.


*shivers some more*
next year I refuse to these insane amounts of time being extremely fuckin cold.. FUCKKKK that.

oh well.......later.