I have a problem with the amount of, shall we say... "inappropriate" thoughts that enter my mind on a daily basis... sadly, these thoughts are not restricted to people whom I don't know very well, or do know really well... or are family, whatever. They hit at any given time and any given moment and it causes me a lot of discomfort sometimes, like... I mean... these thoughts aren't even mine... most of the time... I know that and have come to accept it now and know it's not gonna go away... but still. gah. I don't like the thoughts and visions that pop up all the time... almost makes me want to try an anti-depressant or something... cuz the celexa was seeming to help before, but... mehhh... side effects ><

anyway though, I did find one such thought rather amusing the other day...... was out looking at cars and with one of them, the salesman told me to come check out the trunk after I'd finished test driving it. so I walk over, he pops open the trunk and says, 'see, it's a good sized trunk', and I swear I had to fuckin STOP myself from saying, "yeah, you could definetely fit a couple bodies in there." .....
wtf!!? hahaha XD I mean... that one was funny... and I really did have to catch myself; the words really ALMOST came out of my mouth without even thinking about it.

sometimes I wish my poor lil mind wasn't so warped... it was working out a lot better for me when I was actually doing something... creative with it... lol.

in other news though... yay for EverQuest... hehe... lawlz. there went my entire day... had fun though... and really needed the distraction..... more tomorrow... yay! 8D

oh yeah if you want a Valentine then email me w/your addy ASAP k... like... now... cuz I'm mailing them tomorrow. :) acamstar@gmail.c0m ...

*curls up under too many blankets*
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this skull layout is fucking bomb. I think I finally found one I'm going to keep for awhile!! YAY!!!!! yayayayy haha it's perfecttttttt =)