lol. I finished the Pocky that Raph gave me for Valentines day... I totallllyyy want some more now, mmmmm heheheee... time to go amazon shopping soon... I think I have a leftover gift cert around somewheres..

man... writing is some hard work, shit. I decided to do my next paper on my trip to Vegas awhile back for the Camgirls documentary (which STILL hasn't come out yet, wtf!??).... I must have spent almost 2 hours on it and only have 2 pages (half of the required length) finished =/ I mean... the good thing about it is, I took this class to help me continue to stay motivated to finish the damned book I started writing. But of course, I'm about 1/3rd of the way through it now, and already starting to get bored of it. -.- man. I REALLY wish I didn't have this trait of loosing interest in any hobby/activity that I pick up. It's gettin fuckin old man!
my weekend got better... pix forthcoming tomorrow most likely, last night was fun too lol. so yeah I'm feeling better. :) Actually, I met with a lot of reassurance as well.. from friends... directly, and indirectly too. My endeavors are NOT useless, I just have to stay focused... and expect that there will be days where the creative juices aren't flowing as steadily as others. IT'S ALL GOOD. everyone goes through it.

aw man I love my fuckin cat. He is so awesome. and SOFT. A total sweetheart when it's just him and me (although he is a complete asshole to my other cat..) But yeah... I'm so so glad I have him. He keeps me company, climbs up and lays right next to me like a lil person.. when I'm goin to bed for the night :) I'd be like... really lonely without him, heh. he is the pwnest. I still have to take some good photos of his eyes. I've been meaning to do that since the day I got him. He has the most beautiful amber colored eyes... with these flecks and crazy looking lines that remind me of little lightning bolts. they are amazing. never seen a cat with eyes like his.

anyway, I just wanted to throw something in here. I'm really trying to stay in the habit of writing at least semi-daily.

I've been exhausted all day (not enough sleep and too much beer beforehand, lol), even when I got home I was ready to pass out... but now that I'm laying in bed, I'm fuckin WIDE AWAKE, goddamnit -.- Isn't there, like... a name for that?


oh well... oyasuminasai! *.*