had a very relaxing day today..... most of it was spent being lazzzzy in bed....    Nick gave me one of his diazepams and told me to go back to sleep.... lol...  it's been a rainy, crappy day out.   that was around 10am...... I fell back to sleep, until being woken up again at 4pm.  hahah.  I don't even think I moved, unlike usual.  by the time I got up, I felt like I'd completely renewed myself.  haven't had such a restful sleep in ages.   I felt like it was fuckin first thing in the morning cuz it was still light around 5:30 - hard to believe most everyone else had already been halfway through their day.....

then warm yummy showertime, then a biggg bowl of Stagg chili & rice sprinkled with bacon for dinner, it fuckin hit the spottt.   hahah.

I decided, since it was absolutely fuckin freezing, to pamper myself today and jack up the heat.   It's really warm in here.  I'm about to run out of oil but at this point I guess I don't fuckin care man.  It's May now, HOPEFULLY I won't need to get any more oil cuz umm... I can't afford that right now hah.

my new tattoos are doing great,  they're really healing up pretty quick.   I went to the Purple Scorpion in Salem and got hooked up by their artist Jon.   he did some stuff for Powerglove so I got a couple of small things on my hands that I've been wanting -  some really meaningful stuff that I want close to me at all times.  They're starting to look really awesome and it was only done less than 36 hours ago.  He does awesome work and is a super nice dude, so if you're in New England you should definetely hit him up.
next up is my Scorpion... I'm gettin that sucker redone and doing it the right way ^.^    I just need to find the perfect looking one and then get me a ride and I'm good to go.   RAWR.

finally had to break down and buy a new phone over the weekend.  I love my SK2 but it finally just couldn't survive any longer.  There were all sorts of things going wrong with it, stuff that's been broken a long time... etc etc.  it wasn't holding a charge anymore.. .so yeah...  I got the fuckin sidekick lx....  MEHHH.   I suppose it's alright for the time being, but it was highly fuckin... WAY TOO overpriced.   I'm not even entirely impressed with it at the moment either, so I may just end up returning it.   I just couldn't wait any longer, though.  I want either the next iPhone or Google's upcoming device....     but those are still a ways off (although I hear the new iphone is only a couple months from now)  and I needed a new phone, now... so...  mehh.    yippieeee.

I feel so good and fuzzy and warm right now :)   I'm wearing my Dam sweater......... and sweatpants...    and I think I never fully woke up from my Valium sleep.... so I'm doing really good right now.   hehe.   It's been such a stress-free day and I've really fuckin needed some of that.  I'll probably continue to chill out, maybe find something to do but I'm kinda glad my plans for this evening fell through.  I'm enjoying my time much better right now.  It's just...  me time right now.  mmm lovely  :>

I was wide awake earlier, felt like I could potentially be up all night cuz of the vast amount of sleeeep I got (oh yeah, I had lots of dreams about fire.  lol.  wtf?) but I'm feeling almost like I could doze off again any minute now... so I think I'm good.  Must be the heat ^.^

oh yeah, and I got a new toy today from one of my favorite slavies.   It's a pink vibrator.    looks pretty hawt.  I think I might use it before bed.  hehehe.  If not, then I def will after I get home from work tomorrow and need some form of tension release  :)

alrighty.   here's one of my healing tattoo's!! :)



laterrrrrrzzz......